Yesterday, I took some time to just sit in silence—to quiet the voices in my head and the hurt in my heart. My apologies; I took no calls because I needed to watch my words and not wallow any longer in the heaviness.
I couldn’t pray. I couldn’t even physically open my mouth. But I went for a walk, took a nap, and woke up with a new perspective. I got into the presence of God, even though I didn’t want to at the time. I didn’t want to bother Him again with my “stuff,” but I decided that no matter how I felt in the flesh, I had to run to Him to overcome this. I had to let go of the heaviness of life, failure, and defeat.
I may not be where I thought I would be, but I’m not where I used to be—and that’s fine. God didn’t make any trash. He didn’t make any mistakes. He made me fearfully and wonderfully, and I will not insult His handiwork. I’m here for something, and one day, I’ll know what it is.
Thank you all for the many encouraging inbox messages, scriptures, and prayers. I had no idea so many people read my posts or would actually take a moment to type out a whole heartfelt message. I thank God for you all.
All is well. I’m going to stay busy working on things that matter and just take life one day at a time.
Kim Blakes
iamkimblakes 
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4 responses to “One day at a time”
We are here for you. To encourage each other and to hold each other accountable. I love this post so much and it’s a great reminder to each of us that GOD IS FOR US NOT AGAINST US. He wants the absolute BEST for us. And that is HIM! Our voices are His favorite sound and when we coming running to Him; it brings him NOTHING but JOY knowing His children not only NEED HIM but we desperately WANT HIM, too! Today’s a new day! Let us all be happy He brought us along. 🙂 {{{hugs}}} xoxo
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I have followed your blog since the beginning and I was very saddened to read about your current struggles. I want you to know that your stories have touched me more times than you can imagine. I think you are a phenomenal writer and I love how you can express yourself with mere words. That is something I have always struggled with.
It’s okay to feel lost sometimes. Life can be overwhelming, and moments of doubt and sadness are part of the human experience. But even in these dark moments, remember that your worth is not defined by your struggles. You are still growing, even if you can’t see it right now. Faith, purpose, and healing come in their own time, and it’s okay to take small steps forward.
Know that you don’t have to figure it all out today. It’s okay to not have all the answers. Lean into the small moments of grace—whether it’s a kind word, a beautiful sunset, or a quiet moment of peace. Trust that, over time, your path will become clearer. You are not alone, and you are not defined by your doubts. There is always hope, even when it feels distant. Keep going. You are stronger than you know, and better days are ahead. God Bless you, Kim and I will keep you in my prayers.
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Praise God you’re feeling better! Just keep being the strong person that you are, and God will blow your mind! If you WON’T quit, HE WON’T quit!🫶🏽
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